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JUST A QUICK UPDATE 6TH OCTOBER 2021~~~ JUSTE UNE MISE À JOUR RAPIDE 6TH OCTOBER 2021~~~ NUR EIN KURZES UPDATE 6TH OCTOBER 2021
THE PAIN BLOCK INJECTION PROCEDURE WAS CANCELLED BECAUSE INSURANCE DIDNT GRANT IT

THE PROCEDURE FINALLY HAPPENED TUESDAY 28TH SEPTEMBER !!!!

BUT STEROID INJECTIONS DO NOT WORK FOR EVERYONE.
OK YOU HAVE GUESSED IT !!!! IT JUST CAUSED ME EXCRUCIATING PAIN !!!

OK.. MOVING ON
YESTERDAY 5TH OCTOBER I HAD ANOTHER CHECKUP WITH MY SPINE SURGEON WHO DID MY 1-4 VERTEBRA FUSION SURGERY IN JANUARY.

HE FEELS THAT NOW THE AWFUL PAIN NEEDS FURTHER FUSION OF THE NEXT TWO VERTEBRA.

ON TOP OF THE STROKE STUFF I CANT GO ON LIVING WITH THAT AND THE LEVEL OF SPINE PAIN I HAVE 24/7

SO.. DEEP BREATH PAMMY .... I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE . THE NEXT FUSION OPERATION IS NOW SET (INSURANCE GRANTING !!) FOR

MONAY 13TH DECEMBER

THE RECOVERY TIME FROM IT WILL TAKE ME INTO THE NEW YEAR AND THEN THE ANGIOGRMME MY NEW NEUROSURGEON WANTS TO DO. TO CHECK ON THE GAMMA KNIFE PROCEDURE THAT WAS DONE ON MY BRAIN BECAUSE OF THE STROKE.

ALL I CAN SAY TO YOU ALL IS THANK-YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR YOUR CONTINUING LOVE AND SUPPORT. IT IS MY LIFELINE.

I THANK YOU WITH ALL MY HEART

HUGS
PAM

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LA PROCÉDURE D'INJECTION DE BLOCS ANTI-DOULEUR A ÉTÉ ANNULÉE PARCE QUE L'ASSURANCE NE LA PRENAIT PAS EN CHARGE.

LA PROCÉDURE A FINALEMENT EU LIEU LE MARDI 28 SEPTEMBRE ! !!!

MAIS LES INJECTIONS DE STÉROÏDES NE FONCTIONNENT PAS POUR TOUT LE MONDE.
OK VOUS L'AVEZ DEVINÉ ! !!! ÇA M'A JUSTE CAUSÉ UNE DOULEUR ATROCE ! !!

OK.. ON AVANCE
HIER, LE 5 OCTOBRE, J'AI EU UN AUTRE RENDEZ-VOUS AVEC MON CHIRURGIEN DE LA COLONNE VERTÉBRALE QUI A RÉALISÉ MON OPÉRATION DE FUSION DE 1 À 4 VERTÈBRES EN JANVIER.

IL PENSE QUE MAINTENANT, LA DOULEUR ATROCE NÉCESSITE UNE FUSION SUPPLÉMENTAIRE DES DEUX VERTÈBRES SUIVANTES.

EN PLUS DE L'ACCIDENT VASCULAIRE CÉRÉBRAL, JE NE PEUX PAS CONTINUER À VIVRE AVEC CELA ET LE NIVEAU DE DOULEUR DE LA COLONNE VERTÉBRALE QUE J'AI 24/7.

ALORS... RESPIREZ PROFONDÉMENT, PAMMY .... JE N'AI RIEN À PERDRE. LA PROCHAINE OPÉRATION DE FUSION EST MAINTENANT FIXÉE (L'ASSURANCE L'ACCORDE ! !) POUR LE LUNDI 13 DÉCEMBRE.

LUNDI 13 DÉCEMBRE

LE TEMPS DE RÉCUPÉRATION DE CETTE OPÉRATION ME PRENDRA JUSQU'À LA NOUVELLE ANNÉE ET ENSUITE L'ANGIOGRMME QUE MON NOUVEAU NEUROCHIRURGIEN VEUT FAIRE. POUR VÉRIFIER LA PROCÉDURE GAMMA KNIFE QUI A ÉTÉ FAITE SUR MON CERVEAU À CAUSE DE L'ATTAQUE.

TOUT CE QUE JE PEUX DIRE À VOUS TOUS, C'EST MERCI BEAUCOUP POUR VOTRE AMOUR ET VOTRE SOUTIEN CONTINUS. C'EST MA BOUÉE DE SAUVETAGE.

JE VOUS REMERCIE DE TOUT MON CŒUR.

HUGS
PAM

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DIE SCHMERZBLOCKADE-INJEKTION WURDE ABGESAGT, WEIL DIE VERSICHERUNG SIE NICHT BEWILLIGTE

DIE BEHANDLUNG FAND SCHLIESSLICH AM DIENSTAG, DEN 28. SEPTEMBER STATT !!!!

ABER STEROIDINJEKTIONEN WIRKEN NICHT BEI JEDEM.
OK SIE HABEN ES ERRATEN !!!! ES HAT MIR NUR UNERTRÄGLICHE SCHMERZEN BEREITET !!!

OK... WEITER GEHT'S
GESTERN, AM 5. OKTOBER, HATTE ICH EINE WEITERE UNTERSUCHUNG BEI MEINEM WIRBELSÄULENCHIRURGEN, DER IM JANUAR MEINE 1-4-WIRBEL FUSION OPERIERT HAT.

ER IST DER MEINUNG, DASS DIE FURCHTBAREN SCHMERZEN JETZT EINE WEITERE VERSTEIFUNG DER NÄCHSTEN BEIDEN WIRBEL ERFORDERN.

ZUSÄTZLICH ZU DEM SCHLAGANFALL KANN ICH NICHT MEHR MIT DIESEN SCHMERZEN LEBEN, DIE ICH RUND UM DIE UHR HABE.

ALSO... TIEF DURCHATMEN PAMMY .... ICH HABE NICHTS ZU VERLIEREN. DIE NÄCHSTE FUSIONSOPERATION IST NUN ANGESETZT (VERSICHERUNG BEWILLIGT!!) FÜR

MONTAG, 13. DEZEMBER

DIE ERHOLUNGSZEIT DAVON WIRD MICH BIS INS NEUE JAHR HINEIN BEGLEITEN UND DANN DIE ANGIOGRMME, DIE MEIN NEUER NEUROCHIRURG MACHEN WILL. UM DAS GAMMA KNIFE VERFAHREN ZU ÜBERPRÜFEN, DAS WEGEN DES SCHLAGANFALLS AN MEINEM GEHIRN DURCHGEFÜHRT WURDE.

ICH KANN EUCH ALLEN NUR SAGEN: VIELEN DANK FÜR EURE ANHALTENDE LIEBE UND UNTERSTÜTZUNG. DAS IST MEIN RETTUNGSANKER.

ICH DANKE EUCH VON GANZEM HERZEN

HUGS
PAM

27 comments

Jenny McIntyre said:

OH PAM, READING THIS IS SO HEARTBREAKING, I AM SO VERY VERY SORRY FOR ALL THIS GOING ON FOR YOU. IT'S SO UNFAIR. I KNEW I WAS LUCKY WHEN I HAD THE SUB-ARACHNOID HAEMORRHAGE, I ONLY HAVE THE LITTLE THING OF THE LOSS OF BALANCE, NOTHING AT ALL LIKE YOU. I ADMIRE YOUR STRENGTH AND TENACITY. IT'S SUCH A SHAME THAT YOU CAN'T HAVE SOME PROCEDURES DONE BECAUSE YOUR INSURANCE DOESN'T COVER IT - WHEREAS HERE IN THE UK - YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO PAY ANYTHING AT ALL.

AS FOR THE FUSION OF MORE VERTEBRAE - WOW. CAN YOU COPE WITH THAT? I DO REALISE THAT YOU ARE IN A LOT OF PAIN AND THIS OPERATION IS NECESSARY, I JUST WORRY THAT YOU ARE PUTTING MORE AND MORE STRAIN ON YOURSELF - STILL IT'S NECESSARY FOR YOU TO CONTINUE WITH LESS PAIN AND A GOOD LIFE.

MY HEART GOES WITH YOU AND MY GOOD WISHES FOR A SPEEDY RECOVERY. LOVE AND HUGS XX
2 years ago

Pam J said:

DEAREST JENNY

THANK-YOU FOR YOUR ALWAYS KIND WORDS

OUR INSURANCE DOES PAY SOME OF THE COSTS.. BUT YOU HAVE TO HAVE THEIR APPROVAL FOR ANY PROCEDURE FIRST. SO THEY PLAY THE WICKED GAMES
IF YOU DON'T GET APPROVAL WE ARE THEN RESPONSIBLE FOR THE ENTIRE BILL.

I CONSIDER THEM TO BE "SUITES" IN OFFICES WITH THE POWER OF LIFE AND DEATH !!
2 years ago

StoneRoad2013 said:

DEAREST PAM,

I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU ARE HAVING ALL THESE TROUBLES.
I SEND YOU PLENTY OF SUPPORTING AND HEALING VIBES, WITH EXTRA POWER THIS TIME. I HOPE THEY WORK. THE SAME WITH THE NEXT STAGES OF YOUR TREATMENTS.

I AM NOT USUALLY VINDICTIVE, BUT THIS TIME I WILL MAKE AN EXCEPTIONS. I WOULD WISH THE ADMINISTRATOR AT YOUR INSURANCE COMPANY WHO REFUSHED THE ANTI-PAIN TREATMENT SHOULD SUFFER SOME TIME WITH THE SAME LEVEL OF PAIN YOU HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING. IT MIGHT MAKE THEM MORE RESPONSIVE TO SUCH THINGS.

ALL THE VERY BEST
LOVE
SARA

AND BEN SENDS A FEW EXTRA LICKS N KISSES. [THE BIG SOFTIE !]

I HAVE SOME IMAGES TO POST OF OUR NEW [PART-TIME] ADDITION - A BLACK AND WHITE CAT - A WANDERING TOM, BEN'S MADE FRIENDS ...
2 years ago

Pam J replied to StoneRoad2013:

HUGSSS SARA !!!

OH BELIEVE ME I HAVE STUCK PINS IN A NAMED CANDLE !!!!!!!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT MY EMAIL EIGN OFF IS !!!! SO I SIMPLY TURN BACK ON THEM WHAT THEY MAKE ME SUFFER !!!!!

THANKYOU DEAR BEN D DOG !

WELCOM MR MINSTRAL CAT !!!!

HUGSSSSSSS
2 years ago

Smiley Derleth said:

HUGS AND THINKING OF YOU, PAM. WISHING YOU SUCCESS WITH THE COMING PROCEDURES.

BEST REGARDS,
SMILEY / DENNIS
2 years ago

Pam J replied to Smiley Derleth:

BIG HUGS AND THANKS SMLEY DENNIS !

HUGSSSSSSS
2 years ago ( translate )

Ecobird said:

Oh Pam, my heart goes out to you. To think your pain blocking injection procedure was refused because of some jobsworth in a suit is intolerable, and then for the steroid injections to make things worse for you is so sad and unfair. But your strength shines through and the simple words -"Ok. Moving on" say it all!

I hope all goes well with the next fusion operation and it gives relief from your pain.

Thinking of you

Carol (Ecobird)
2 years ago

Pam J replied to Ecobird:

DEAREST CAROL ! HUGSSS

THE STRENGTH GETS A BIT THREADBARE AT TIMES

HUGSSSSSSSS
2 years ago

Horizon 36 said:

Dear Pam, I am so sorry to hear about all your pain...you poor thing.
Sending you lot's of love and hugs.
Thinking of you
Mila
2 years ago

Pam J replied to Horizon 36:

DEAREST MILA

THANKYOU DEAR LADY

HUGSSSSSSSSSS
2 years ago ( translate )

Ecobird replied to :

I don't know how you do it, but remember that 'threabare' is a well used and much loved blanket just like your strength has proved to be, so wrap that blanket of comfort and strength around yourself and keep on fighting and 'moving on'. We are all thinking of you and sending you our positive energy and all our best wishes.
2 years ago

RHH said:

Wow! You have been through it, Pam. Take courage and soldier on, my dear. We are all thinking of you. And remember how you encouraged me through my ordeal.
2 years ago

Pam J said:

BIG HUGSSSSSSSSS

THANKOU RON !!

IT IS THE LOVE AND CARRING FROM YOU ALL THAT IS MY LIFELINE

HUGSSSSSSSSSSS
2 years ago

neira-Dan said:

DEAR PAM, I AM SORRY FOR YOUR SUFFERINGS
I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR THE FUTURE, A GOOD OPERATION AND RECOVERY
PEACE AND HUGS
DAN
2 years ago

TimC said:

Thinking positive thoughts and sending my very best wishes to you, Pam. xxx
2 years ago