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SAD BAD UPDATE 22ND JULY ~ TRISTE MAUVAISE MISE À JOUR 22 JUILLET ~TRAURIG SCHLECHTES UPDATE 22. JULI
I APOLOGIZE FOR THIS BEING SO LONG AND BORING ... BUT I WANTED TO PULL MYSELF TOGETHER ENOUGH FIRST BEFORE I UPDATED YOU.

EN

I HAVE HAD BIG SHOCK. JAY HAS ALWAYS HAS A PO BOX HERE... JUST USES IT FOR BILLING ETC. SO AND ON THURSDAY (16TH) HE PICKED UP THE MAIL FROM IT.. AND NIGHT (SATURDAY (18TH)SHOWED ME A LETTER FROM OU MEDICAL WHERE I AM TREATED AND WAS OPERATED ON FOR THE STROKE AND WHERE MY NEURO SURGEON IS AND WHERE I WAS DUE TO HAVE THE MRI ON WEDNESDAY 21ST JULY AT 7.30 AND THEN AN 11-30 APPOINTMENT WITH DR CHEEMA .. SO HE COULD SEE THE NRI RESULTS AND SEE IF THE AVM IN MY BRAIN THAT CAUSED THE STROKE HAS SEALED OR SHRUNK
I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR NEARLY 3 YEARS. THE LETTER SAID THAT DR CGEEMA IS NO LONGER THERE AT OU MEDICINE. !!!!!!!!!!
I TOTALLY LOST IT READING IT THAT NIGHT.. I AM STILL VERY VERY UPSET .

THE LETTER HAD 2 NUMBERS TO CALL.. JAY RANG THE FIRST ONE FIRST THING MONDAY( MORNING, HE SPOKE WITH A RECEPTIONIST AT THE DR'S BUILDING AT OU MEDICAL SHE CONFIRMED THAT DR CHEEMA HAD GONE THE 2ND NUMBER WAS THAT OF A SCHEDULER FOR OU MEDICINE WHO COULD IF WE WISHED PUT US IN TOUCH WIIH A DIFFERENT NEURO SURGEON. HOWEVER.. WE LEFT 2 MESSAGES FOR A CALL BACK... AND THEY HAVE NOT CALLED BACK. AS OF TODAY SATURDAY 22ND JULY THEY STILL HAVE NOT RUNG BACK

I AM SIMPLY DEVASTATED. I HAVE BATTLED ON FOR NEATLY 3 YEARS SINCE THE DAMNED STROKE AMD 2 YEARS OF THAT SINCE THE GAMMA KNIFE PROCEDURE WHICH WAS IT HOPED SEAL THE AVM IN MY BRAIN THAT CAUSED THE STROKE.

WEDNESDAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE DAY I FINALLY GOT SOME ANSWERS,

JAY WAS TOLD BY THE RECEPTIONIST THAT I SHOULD STILL GO TO THE MRI APPOINTMENT ON WEDNESDAY. WHICH I DID DO
I AT LEAST THEN HAVE THE MRI RESULTS DISC . ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT I SEE ON THE DISK. IT NEEDS A NEURO SURGEON TO EXPLAIN AND INTERPRET IT.

I JUST HAVE HAD ALL I CAN TAKE. THE STROKE DAMAGE POPS UP HERE AND THERE.

ADD TO ALL THAT THE FULL LUMBAR SPINE FUSION OPERATION I HAD
I AM SRILL IN A-LOT OF PAIN. THIS PAST 3 WEEKS I HAVE FALLEN BADLY TWICE.
I AM HURTING A-LOT. I HAVE THE 6 MONTH CHECK UP WITH THE SPINE SURGEON ON FRIDAY THE 30TH JULY. I AM JUST TRYING TO GET THROUGH THE PAIN TILL THEN. THEY WILL DO AN X-RAY . I HOPE THIS PAIN IS NOT BECAUSE I HAVE DAMAGED THE MANY BONE GRAFTS IN THE FUSION.

I APOLOGIZE FOR THIS BEING SO LONG AND BORING ... BUT I WANTED TO PULL MYSELF TOGETHER ENOUGH FIRST BEFORE I UPDATED YOU.

LOVE AND HUGS
PAMMY

NEW UPDATE !!!!!!!!
EN

THE SCHEDULER LASS CALLED BACK THIS AFTERNOON,

I THINK I KNOW HER AS WELL FROM THE DRS BUILDING WHERE DR CHEEMA WAS.

SHE TOLD MR ABOUT DR BAUER WHO I KNOW USED TO WORK WITH CHEEMA. SHE ALSO TOLD ME WHERE DR.CHEEMA HAS GONE EVEN THOUGH SHE SHOUDANT HAVE !!!

I HAVE DECIDED TO GO WITH DR BAUER. HE WILL BE ABLE TO GET MY OU MEDICAL RECORDS INSTANTLY.. AND HE WILL ACTUALLY KNOW WHO I AM !!!

IT MEANS THE SCHEDULER WAS ABLE TO FIT ME IN ON 29TH JULY ... HE WILL BE ABLE TO READ THE MRI DISK !!!

IT IS THE DAY BEFORE I SEE DR BRAILY THE SPINE DR. ON THE 39TH, I AM IN ALOT OF PAIN AND HOPE I HAVENT DAMAGED THE GRAFTS WITH THE FALLS !!!

ALSO AS I KNOW WHERE DR CHEEMA HAS GONE I COULD MAYBE IF I DECIDED I REALLY NEEDED TO MAYBE GO BACK TO HIM. BUT THAT IS NOW JUST A MAYBE.

I AT LEAST HAVE SOMETHING SET UP NOW

LOVE AND HUGSSSS

PAMMY


FR


JE M'EXCUSE D'AVOIR ÉTÉ SI LONGUE ET ENNUYEUSE... MAIS JE VOULAIS D'ABORD ME RESSAISIR AVANT DE VOUS DONNER DES NOUVELLES.

J'AI EU UN GRAND CHOC. JAY A TOUJOURS EU UNE BOÎTE POSTALE ICI... IL L'UTILISE JUSTE POUR LA FACTURATION ETC. DONC, JEUDI 16, IL A RÉCUPÉRÉ LE COURRIER DE CETTE BOÎTE... ET LA NUIT (SAMEDI 18), IL M'A MONTRÉ UNE LETTRE DE L'HÔPITAL OÙ JE SUIS TRAITÉ ET OÙ J'AI ÉTÉ OPÉRÉ POUR L'AVC, OÙ SE TROUVE MON NEUROCHIRURGIEN ET OÙ JE DEVAIS PASSER L'IRM LE MERCREDI 21 JUILLET À 7H30, PUIS UN RENDEZ-VOUS À 11H30 AVEC LE DR CHEEMA... POUR QU'IL PUISSE VOIR LES RÉSULTATS DE L'IRM ET VOIR SI LA TUMEUR DANS MON CERVEAU QUI A CAUSÉ L'AVC S'EST REFERMÉE OU A RÉTRÉCI...
J'ATTENDS CELA DEPUIS PRESQUE 3 ANS. LA LETTRE DISAIT QUE LE DR CGEEMA N'EST PLUS LÀ À OU MEDICINE. ! !!!!!!!!!
J'AI COMPLÈTEMENT PERDU LA TÊTE EN LISANT CETTE NUIT-LÀ... JE SUIS ENCORE TRÈS BOULEVERSÉE.

LA LETTRE CONTENAIT DEUX NUMÉROS À APPELER. JAY A APPELÉ LE PREMIER LUNDI MATIN À LA PREMIÈRE HEURE, IL A PARLÉ AVEC UNE RÉCEPTIONNISTE DU BÂTIMENT DU DOCTEUR À OU MEDICAL ELLE A CONFIRMÉ QUE LE DOCTEUR CHEEMA ÉTAIT PARTI LE DEUXIÈME NUMÉRO ÉTAIT CELUI D'UN PROGRAMMATEUR POUR OU MEDICINE QUI POUVAIT SI NOUS LE SOUHAITIONS NOUS METTRE EN CONTACT AVEC UN AUTRE CHIRURGIEN NEURO. CEPENDANT... NOUS AVONS LAISSÉ 2 MESSAGES POUR QU'ON NOUS RAPPELLE... ET ILS N'ONT PAS RAPPELÉ. AUJOURD'HUI, SAMEDI 22 JUILLET, ILS N'ONT TOUJOURS PAS RAPPELÉ.

JE SUIS TOUT SIMPLEMENT ANÉANTIE. JE ME SUIS BATTU PENDANT PRÈS DE 3 ANS DEPUIS CE MAUDIT ACCIDENT VASCULAIRE CÉRÉBRAL ET 2 ANS DEPUIS L'INTERVENTION AU COUTEAU GAMMA QUI DEVAIT PERMETTRE DE SCELLER L'AMYLOÏDE DANS MON CERVEAU QUI A CAUSÉ L'ACCIDENT VASCULAIRE CÉRÉBRAL.

MERCREDI ÉTAIT CENSÉ ÊTRE LE JOUR OÙ J'AI ENFIN OBTENU DES RÉPONSES,

LA RÉCEPTIONNISTE A DIT À JAY QUE JE DEVAIS QUAND MÊME ALLER À L'IRM MERCREDI. CE QUE J'AI FAIT.
J'AI DONC AU MOINS LE DISQUE DES RÉSULTATS DE L'IRM. C'EST IMPOSSIBLE DE COMPRENDRE CE QUE JE VOIS SUR LE DISQUE. IL FAUT UN NEUROCHIRURGIEN POUR L'EXPLIQUER ET L'INTERPRÉTER.

J'AI EU TOUT CE QUE JE POUVAIS SUPPORTER. LES DOMMAGES CAUSÉS PAR L'AVC APPARAISSENT ICI ET LÀ.

AJOUTEZ À TOUT CELA L'OPÉRATION DE FUSION COMPLÈTE DE LA COLONNE LOMBAIRE QUE J'AI SUBIE.
JE SOUFFRE TOUJOURS BEAUCOUP. CES TROIS DERNIÈRES SEMAINES, J'AI FAIT DEUX CHUTES GRAVES.
J'AI TRÈS MAL. J'AI LE CONTRÔLE À 6 MOIS AVEC LE CHIRURGIEN DE LA COLONNE VERTÉBRALE LE VENDREDI 30 JUILLET. J'ESSAIE SIMPLEMENT DE SUPPORTER LA DOULEUR JUSQUE-LÀ. ILS VONT FAIRE UNE RADIOGRAPHIE. J'ESPÈRE QUE CETTE DOULEUR N'EST PAS DUE AU FAIT QUE J'AI ENDOMMAGÉ LES NOMBREUX GREFFONS OSSEUX DE LA FUSION.

JE M'EXCUSE D'AVOIR ÉTÉ SI LONG ET ENNUYEUX.... MAIS JE VOULAIS D'ABORD ME RESSAISIR AVANT DE VOUS DONNER DES NOUVELLES.

AMOUR ET CÂLINS
PAMMY

NEW UPDATE !!!!
FR

DL'ORGANISATRICE A RAPPELÉ CET APRÈS-MIDI,

JE CROIS QUE JE LA CONNAIS AUSSI, ELLE TRAVAILLAIT DANS LE BÂTIMENT DES MÉDECINS OÙ SE TROUVAIT LE DR CHEEMA.

ELLE M'A PARLÉ DU DR BAUER QUI, JE LE SAIS, TRAVAILLAIT AVEC CHEEMA. ELLE M'A AUSSI DIT OÙ LE DR CHEEMA EST ALLÉ, MÊME SI ELLE N'AURAIT PAS DÛ ! !!

J'AI DÉCIDÉ D'ALLER AVEC LE DR BAUER. IL SERA CAPABLE D'OBTENIR MON DOSSIER MÉDICAL INSTANTANÉMENT... ET IL SAURA VRAIMENT QUI JE SUIS ! !!

CELA SIGNIFIE QUE LE PLANIFICATEUR A PU ME FAIRE ENTRER LE 29 JUILLET... IL SERA CAPABLE DE LIRE LE DISQUE IRM ! !!

C'EST LA VEILLE DU JOUR OÙ JE VOIS LE DR BEAILY, LE MÉDECIN DE LA COLONNE VERTÉBRALE. LE 39 JUILLET, J'AI TRÈS MAL ET J'ESPÈRE QUE JE N'AI PAS ENDOMMAGÉ LES GREFFES AVEC LES CHUTES ! !!

DE PLUS, COMME JE SAIS OÙ LE DR CHEEMA EST ALLÉ, JE POURRAIS PEUT-ÊTRE, SI JE DÉCIDAIS QUE J'EN AVAIS VRAIMENT BESOIN, RETOURNER LE VOIR. MAIS CE N'EST PLUS QU'UNE POSSIBILITÉ.

J'AI AU MOINS QUELQUE CHOSE DE PRÉVU MAINTENANT

JE T'AIME ET JE T'EMBRASSE

PAMMY


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ICH ENTSCHULDIGE MICH DAFÜR, DASS DAS HIER SO LANG UND LANGWEILIG IST ... ABER ICH WOLLTE MICH ERST GENUG ZUSAMMENREISSEN, BEVOR ICH EUCH EIN UPDATE GEBE.

ICH HABE EINEN GROSSEN SCHOCK GEHABT. JAY HAT SCHON IMMER EIN POSTFACH HIER ... BENUTZT ES NUR FÜR RECHNUNGEN ETC. SO UND AM DONNERSTAG (16.) HAT ER DIE POST DARAUS ABGEHOLT.. UND IN DER NACHT (SAMSTAG (18.)) ZEIGTE ER MIR EINEN BRIEF VON OU MEDICAL, WO ICH BEHANDELT WERDE UND WEGEN DES SCHLAGANFALLS OPERIERT WURDE UND WO MEIN NEUROCHIRURG IST UND WO ICH AM MITTWOCH, DEN 21. JULI UM 7.30 UHR EIN MRI HABEN SOLLTE UND DANN EINEN TERMIN UM 11.30 UHR MIT DR. CHEEMA ... DAMIT ER DIE ERGEBNISSE DES NRI SEHEN KONNTE UND SEHEN KONNTE, OB DAS AVM IN MEINEM GEHIRN, DAS DEN SCHLAGANFALL VERURSACHT HAT, VERSIEGELT ODER GESCHRUMPFT IST
ICH WARTE SCHON SEIT FAST 3 JAHREN DARAUF. IN DEM BRIEF STAND, DASS DR. CHEEMA NICHT MEHR BEI OU MEDICINE TÄTIG IST. !!!!!!!!!!
ICH BIN TOTAL DURCHGEDREHT, ALS ICH DAS GELESEN HABE ... ICH BIN IMMER NOCH SEHR, SEHR VERÄRGERT.

IN DEM BRIEF STANDEN 2 NUMMERN ZUM ANRUFEN. JAY RIEF DIE ERSTE AM MONTAGMORGEN AN, ER SPRACH MIT EINER EMPFANGSDAME IM GEBÄUDE DES ARZTES BEI OU MEDICAL, SIE BESTÄTIGTE, DASS DR. CHEEMA NICHT MEHR DA IST. DIE ZWEITE NUMMER WAR DIE EINES TERMINPLANERS VON OU MEDICINE, DER UNS, WENN WIR WOLLTEN, MIT EINEM ANDEREN NEUROCHIRURGEN IN KONTAKT BRINGEN KONNTE. ABER... WIR HABEN 2 NACHRICHTEN FÜR EINEN RÜCKRUF HINTERLASSEN... UND SIE HABEN NICHT ZURÜCKGERUFEN. BIS HEUTE, SAMSTAG, 22. JULI, HABEN SIE IMMER NOCH NICHT ZURÜCKGERUFEN.

ICH BIN EINFACH AM BODEN ZERSTÖRT. ICH KÄMPFE NUN SCHON SEIT 3 JAHREN SEIT DEM VERDAMMTEN SCHLAGANFALL UND 2 JAHRE DAVON SEIT DER GAMMA KNIFE PROZEDUR, VON DER MAN HOFFTE, DASS SIE DAS AVM IN MEINEM GEHIRN VERSIEGELN WÜRDE, DAS DEN SCHLAGANFALL VERURSACHT HAT.

MITTWOCH SOLLTE DER TAG SEIN, AN DEM ICH ENDLICH EIN PAAR ANTWORTEN BEKOMME,

JAY WURDE VON DER SPRECHSTUNDENHILFE GESAGT, DASS ICH TROTZDEM ZUM MRT-TERMIN AM MITTWOCH GEHEN SOLLTE. WAS ICH TAT
ICH HABE DANN WENIGSTENS DIE MRI ERGEBNISSE DISK. ES IST UNMÖGLICH ZU VERSTEHEN, WAS ICH AUF DER SCHEIBE SEHE. ES BRAUCHT EINEN NEUROCHIRURGEN UM ES ZU ERKLÄREN UND ZU INTERPRETIEREN.

ICH HABE EINFACH ALLES GEHABT, WAS ICH ERTRAGEN KANN. DER SCHLAGANFALLSCHADEN TAUCHT HIER UND DA AUF.

DAZU KOMMT NOCH DIE OPERATION ZUR VERSTEIFUNG DER LENDENWIRBELSÄULE, DIE ICH HATTE.
ICH HABE IMMER NOCH EINE MENGE SCHMERZEN. IN DEN LETZTEN 3 WOCHEN BIN ICH ZWEIMAL SCHWER GESTÜRZT.
ICH HABE SEHR STARKE SCHMERZEN. ICH HABE AM FREITAG, DEN 30. JULI, DIE 6-MONATIGE KONTROLLUNTERSUCHUNG BEIM WIRBELSÄULENCHIRURGEN. ICH VERSUCHE EINFACH, DIE SCHMERZEN BIS DAHIN ZU ERTRAGEN. SIE WERDEN EIN RÖNTGENBILD MACHEN. ICH HOFFE, DASS DIESE SCHMERZEN NICHT DAHER RÜHREN, DASS ICH DIE VIELEN KNOCHENTRANSPLANTATE BEI DER FUSION BESCHÄDIGT HABE.

ICH ENTSCHULDIGE MICH DAFÜR, DASS DAS HIER SO LANG UND LANGWEILIG IST ... ABER ICH WOLLTE MICH ERST GENUG ZUSAMMENREISSEN, BEVOR ICH SIE AUF DEN NEUESTEN STAND BRINGE.

LIEBE UND UMARMUNG
PAMMY

NEW UPDATE

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DAS TERMINPLANER-MÄDCHEN HAT HEUTE NACHMITTAG ZURÜCKGERUFEN,

ICH GLAUBE, ICH KENNE SIE AUCH AUS DEM ÄRZTEHAUS, WO DR. CHEEMA WAR.

SIE ERZÄHLTE MIR VON DR. BAUER, VON DEM ICH WEISS, DASS ER MIT CHEEMA GEARBEITET HAT. SIE HAT MIR AUCH GESAGT, WO DR.CHEEMA HINGEGANGEN IST, OBWOHL SIE DAS NICHT HÄTTE TUN SOLLEN!!!

ICH HABE MICH ENTSCHIEDEN, MIT DR. BAUER ZU GEHEN. ER WIRD IN DER LAGE SEIN, SOFORT MEINE MEDIZINISCHEN UNTERLAGEN ZU BEKOMMEN... UND ER WIRD TATSÄCHLICH WISSEN, WER ICH BIN!!!

DAS HEISST, DER TERMINPLANER KONNTE MICH AM 29. JULI EINPLANEN... ER WIRD IN DER LAGE SEIN, DIE MRT-SCHEIBE ZU LESEN !!!

ES IST DER TAG BEVOR ICH DR. BEAILY DEN WIRBELSÄULENARZT SEHE. AM 39. HABE ICH VIELE SCHMERZEN UND HOFFE, DASS ICH DIE TRANSPLANTATE DURCH DIE STÜRZE NICHT BESCHÄDIGT HABE !!!

DA ICH AUCH WEISS, WO DR. CHEEMA HINGEGANGEN IST, KÖNNTE ICH VIELLEICHT, WENN ICH MICH ENTSCHEIDE, DASS ICH WIRKLICH ZU IHM ZURÜCKGEHEN MUSS. ABER DAS IST JETZT NUR NOCH EIN VIELLEICHT.

ICH HABE JETZT WENIGSTENS ETWAS VORBEREITET

LIEBE UND UMARMUNGEN

PAMMY

16 comments

Jenny McIntyre said:

OH PAM. YOU MUSTN'T APOLOGISE FOR WRITING THIS. WE ARE ALL YOUR FRIENDS HERE AND IF YOU CAN'T TELL US HOW YOU ARE FEELING, WHEN CAN YOU? I AM SO SO VERY SORRY FOR YOUR HURT. DO THE DOCTORS KNOW HOW INCONSIDERATE THEY ARE BEING FOR NOT INFORMING YOU EARLIER OF DR. CHEEMA 'S EXIT?

SO THEY GAVE YOU YOUR MRI SCAN WITH NO-ONE TO EXPLAIN WHAT IT SAYS? HOW WEIRD. CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT HAPPENING HERE IN THE UK? DON'T YOU KNOW ANYONE WHO CAN LOOK AT IT AND EXPLAIN WHAT EACH BIT IS? MAYBE GO TO YOUR FAMILY DOCTOR WHO MIGHT BE ABLE TO HAVE A LOOK AT IT. IF NOT, MAYBE YOU COULD CONTACT A BRAIN SURGEON ON THE NET AND SEND A COPY OF YOUR MRI TO THEM.

AS FOR YOUR PAIN WITH YOUR LUMBAR -- YOU DO NEED TO HAVE SOMEONE LOOK AT IT AND MAYBE GIVE YOU STRONGER PAINKILLERS. I AM SO VERY SORRY THAT YOU FEEL THIS WAY. I HOPE THAT BY THE TIME YOU READ THIS, YOU'VE HAD SOME GOOD NEWS.

I GET ANNOYED MOST DAYS BECAUSE I GET SO GIDDY IF I DON'T USE A TROLLEY OR MY ROLATOR. I HATE BEING OLD AND CREAKY. I HATE BEING GIDDY AND FEELING THAT I'M ONBOARD A BOAT IN A FORCE 10 GALE!!!! I MISS NOT DOING THE GARDENING AND HAVING TO HAVE SOMEONE ELSE MAKE THE BED AND HOOVER THE HOUSE WHEN IT'S MY JOB, BUT I CAN'T DO IT. I DON'T HAVE A CAR NOW, SO I'M WELL AND TRULY HOUSEBOUND, BUT AS MICKEY SAYS - I'M STILL HERE WHICH IS A MIRACLE. YOU AND I ARE SO LUCKY TO HAVING GOT THROUGH WHAT WE'VE HAD AND YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO HAVE A MOAN - I'VE JUST HAD MINE!!!!!! LOL

HUGS AND KISSES XXXX
2 years ago

Pam J replied to Jenny McIntyre:

DEAREST JENNY... HUGSSS

THE MRI WAS ARRANGED FOR 7.30 AND TH APPOINTMENT WITH DR CHEEMA AT 11.30. WE HAD NO IDEA HE WOULD LEAVE. AS IT WAS HIS OFFICE THAT RANGED BOTH.. WE ASSUME NO-ONE KNEW HE WAS LEAVING. AS IT WAS THE GIRLS DOING THE NRI HAD NO IDEA HE HAD LEFT !! HE A SENIOR OU MEDICAL DR. THEY HAD HEARD NOTHING.
THEY WERE KIND ENOUGH TO MAKE A DISC OF THE MRI THAT I COULD AT LAST GIVE TO A NEW NEURO SURGEON. IT WILL HAVE TO BE AN IN PERSON DR. HE WILL HAVE TO ACCESSES MY RECORDS TO SEE THE HISTORY. THE AVM AND THE STROKE IT CAUSED

STRONGER PAI N KILLERS.. THATS A JOKE HERE. THEY ARE TERRIFIED OF ADDICTION. THE FACT I CANNOT BE N ADDICT.. A FACT TJAT CAN BE PROVED IN THAT I AM DRUG IMMUNE !! EVEN ANESTHETICS HAVE TO TAILORED FOR ME OR I WAKE UP ON THE TABLE !! I HAVE A LIVER THAT JUST THROWS OUT DRUGS. IT IS A REAL PAIN IN MANY WAYS. I BECOME IMMUNE TO ANY DRUG IN A HERTBEAT ! HERE IN THE USA THEY ARE PARANOID ABOUT DRUG ADDICTION. MY OWN GP WHO WILL TESTIFY I AM NOT AN ADDICT NOR CAN I BE... BUT THE RULES ALLOW FOR NO EXCEPTION.

I HAVE NO LICENSE HERE. NEVER HAVE DRIVEN HERE. I HAVE TO RELY ON JAY. I UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL ... HUGSSS
I ALSO WHAT MICKEY SAYS.. BUT I ALSO KNOW IT FROM YOUR SIDE ... HUGSSSSS

LOVE AND BIG HUGS LADY. REMEMBER WE HAVE SKYPE !
HUGSSSSSS
2 years ago

Diane Putnam said:

PAM, IT'S ALL SO MADDENING! I AM REALLY SORRY YOU ARE HAVING ANOTHER HURDDLE TO JUMP - IF ONLY YOU WERE ABLE TO JUMP!!! IT'S AWFUL TO HEAR WHAT YOU ARE CONTINUING TO GO THROUGH.

YOU'RE RIGHT, DOCTORS HERE ARE TERRIFIED OF PRESCRIBING OPIOIDS,* BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN IT'S AGAINST THE LAW TO PRESCRIBE THEM - UNLESS YOUR STATE HAS PASSED SOME LAW AGAINST IT. BUT, IT IS AGAINST THE POLICY OF MANY MEDICAL CLINICS AND INDIVIDUAL DOCTORS.

I CAN'T IMAGINE WHY DR. CHEEMA DID NOT REFER YOU TO ANOTHER DOCTOR. THAT IS THE PROTOCOL AND TO NOT DO SO IS HIGHLY UNETHICAL. ALL I CAN THINK OF IS THAT THERE WAS SOME PERSONAL EMERGENCY AND HE DID NOT TIE UP ALL THE LOOSE ENDS OF HIS PRACTICE. BUT, WHY DID HIS OFFICE NOT REFER YOU TO SOMEONE BY NOW?

MORE LATER, WILL EMAIL YOU SOON, MY FRIEND!

* THE HISTORY BEHIND THIS IS COMPLICATED, WHICH YOU PROBABLY KNOW ABOUT.
2 years ago

Pam J replied to Diane Putnam:

HUGDSSSSSSSS DIANE

YES DEAR LADY.. ITS OK I KNOW THE HISTORY.

DRS ARE NOT ALLOWED HOWEVER TO WORK OM KNOWN FACTS !!

I AM ASSUMING THERE WAS A GOOD REASON FOR DR CHEEMA VANISHING. BUT STILL NO CONYACT FROM THE SCHEDULER... THAT IS NOT RIGHT AT ALL.
2 years ago

Cheryl Kelly (cher12… said:

So sorry for all that you are going through, dear Pam. I probably would have reacted worse. I hope they can get you some pain relief and updates. Being in pain is no fun. Sending you healing thoughts and lots of hugs, my friend.
2 years ago

Pam J replied to Cheryl Kelly (cher12…:

HUGSSS CHERYL

I AM NOW JUST TRYING TO GET THROUGH TILL THE CHECKUP APPOINTMENT ON THE 30TH WITH THE PINE SURGEON .

HUGSSSSSSS
2 years ago

StoneRoad2013 said:

DEAREST PAM.

I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU ARE HAVING SUCH PROBLEMS, AND SO MANY OF THEM, ONE AFTER ANOTHER. IT MUST FEEL NEVER-ENDING.

IT IS REALLY UNFAIR THAT YOU ARE SUFFERING SO MUCH.
I AM NOW RACKING MY BRAINS TO THINK OF SOME SUGGESTIONS, BUT I EXPECT THAT YOU WILL HAVE TRIED MOST THINGS ALREADY.
I CAN NOT REMEMBER IF YOU HAVE EVER TRIED A TENS MACHINE ?

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transcutaneous_electrical_nerve_stimulation

UNFORTUNATELY THE ONLY SUGGESTION I COULD MAKE ABOUT TRACING DR CHEEMA IS TO ASK HIS PROFESSIONAL ASSOICATION FOR UPDATED CONTACT DETAILS.
BUT IT IS VERY BAD FORM THAT THE SCHEDULER HAS NOT GOT BACK IN TOUCH.

HUUGGGSSS [SOCIALLY DISTANCED !]
AND BEN SENDS A FEW EXTRA LICKS AND WAGGS OF HIS TAIL.

PS : IT HAS BEEN VERY HOT [FOR THE UK] THIS WEEK AND BEN HAS DISCOVERED HE LIKES BEING MISTED WITH A WATER SPRAY, THE DAFT MUTT !
2 years ago

Pam J replied to StoneRoad2013:

HUGSSS SARAH ! AND ALSO FOR BEN. D DOG !!!!!!!

I HAVE HAD A TENS MACHINE FOR 6 YERS. IT WORKS A BIT FOR A SHORT TIME BUT BURNS THE NERVES OUT TO THE PONT OF PAIN AFTER A LITTLE WHILE !

I AM JUST ABOUT TO PUT THIS UPDATE IN THE UDATE!!!!!!

THE SCHEDULER LASS CALLED BACK THIS AFTERNOON,

I THINK I KNOW HER AS WELL FROM THE DRS BUILDING WHERE DR CHEEMA WAS.

SHE TOLD MR ABOUT DR BAUER WHO I KNOW USED TO WORK WITH CHEEMA. SHE ALSO TOLD ME WHERE DR.CHEEMA HAS GONE EVEN THOUGH SHE SHOUDANT HAVE !!!

I HAVE DECIDED TO GO WITH DR BAUER. HE WILL BE ABLE TO GET MY OU MEDICAL RECORDS INSTANTLY.. AND HE WILL ACTUALLY KNOW WHO I AM !!!

IT MEANS THE SCHEDULER WAS ABLE TO FIT ME IN ON 29TH JULY ... HE WILL BE ABLE TO READ THE MRI DISK !!!

IT IS THE DAY BEFORE I SEE DR BRAILY THE SPINE DR. ON THE 39TH, I AM IN ALOT OF PAIN AND HOPE I HAVENT DAMAGED THE GRAFTS WITH THE FALLS !!!

ALSO AS I KNOW WHERE DR CHEEMA HAS GONE I COULD MAYBE IF I DECIDED I REALLY NEEDED TO MAYBE GO BACK TO HIM. BUT THAT IS NOW JUST A MAYBE.

I AT LEAST HAVE SOMETHING SET UP NOW

LOVE AND HUGSSSS

PAMMY
2 years ago

Valfal said:

DEAREST PAM, I AM SHOCKED AT THE NEWS OF LOSING YOUR DOCTOR JUST BEFORE FINDING OUT WHETHER THIS PROCEDURE YOU WENT THROUGH REALLY WORKED! THAT SAID, I AM VERY RELIEVED THAT YOU DID CONNECT WITH A DOCTOR SOMEWHAT FAMILIAR WITH YOUR CASE. OF COURSE YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS FOR A GOOD REPORT AND THAT THE SURGERY DID ITS JOB..

I AM MORE CONCERNED ABOUT YOUR BACK PAIN AS I WAS A PHYSICAL THERAPIST BEFORE RETIREMENT. I TREATED MANY PEOPLE OVER THE YEARS WITH SPINAL FUSION AND UNFORTUNATELY IT IS HARD TO MANAGE PAIN WITH THIS CONDITION. THE FACT THAT YOUR LIVER PROCESSES DRUGS SO QUICKLY IS A BIG CHALLENGE TO OVERCOME. I CANNOT UNDERSTAND HOW MOST DOCTORS OVERLOOK THESE IMPORTANT DIFFERENCES AMONG PEOPLE WHEN DETERMINING WHAT DRUG DOSAGES WORK BEST! I PRAY THAT YOU CAN FIND AN ANSWER THAT WORKS FOR YOU. ELECTRIC STIMULATION IS ONLY A SHORT TERM ANSWER AS YOU KNOW. YOU NEED A LONG TERM ANSWER FOR YOUR CHRONIC PAIN. IN THE MEANTIME, I PRAY YOUR BACK WAS NOT FURTHER DAMAGED BY YOUR FALLS.

DEAR PAM THEY SAY THAT GETTING OLD IS NOT FOR SISSIES (WAS THAT BETTE DAVIS WHO SAID THAT?), AND IT IS TRUE. HOWEVER LOVE CAN CONQUER ALL. THAT IS WHAT KEEPS ME GOING AND I KNOW IT IS WHAT KEEPS YOU GOING TOO. I SEND YOU MUCH LOVE AND HUGGGS THROUGH THE MILES. VAL XXX
2 years ago

Pam J said:

HUGS

DEAR VAL THANKYOU !

I DO MUCH MUCH BETTER REHABILITATING MYSELF. PT HAS BEEN MY ENEMY SINCE I WAS 12 !!!! I WAS FORCED TO GO BY THE SPINE SURGEON DESPITE KNOWING IT WOULD BE WRONG FOR ME. I WENT 3 TIMES TO PROVE MY POINT. ITWAS FAR MORE DAMAGING AS I KNEW IT WOULD BE.
I HAVE REFUSED TO GO AGAIN. THE MAIN TROUBLE IS DRS AND PT'S ARE USED TO DEALING WITH FOLK WHO HAVE LITTLE INSCENTIVE TO GET BETTER AND SIT AND WATCH TV IN CHAIRS !!

THAT IS TYHE POLAR OPPOSITE OF ME !!! I AM ALWAYS ON THE GO AS MUCH AS I CAN MANAGE, OFTEN MORE THAN I SHOULD !!!!!

I HAVE WONDERFUL INCENTIVE... AND CORE STRENGTH AND LIMB STRENGTH.I HAVE BEEN DOING HOSPITAL AND OPS SINCE I WAS 12.. I AM NOW 65.

ITS REALLY THE SAME PROBLEM AS THE LIVER !!! EACH PERSON HAS TO BE TREATED ON INDIVIDUAL MERIT !!!!

FOR ME THAT IS LET ME MEND MYSELF.IN MY OWN WAY AND TIME !! IF I NEED HELP I WILL ASK FOR HELP. I AM NOT UNGRATEFUL VAL ... I JUST KNOW WHAT DOES AND WHAT DOESNT WORK FOR ME. RIGHT NOW I NEED SOME X-RAY REASSURANCE !!! LOL WILL GET THAT NEXT FRIDAY :)

HUGSSSSSSSS
2 years ago

Valfal replied to Pam J:

I KNOW YOU HAVE GREAT INCENTIVE, OTHERWISE YOU PROBABLY WOULD NOT BE WITH US TODAY! I UNDERSTAND YOUR ATTITUDE ABOUT PHYSICAL THERAPY COMPLETELY. IT IS NOT FOR EVERYONE, JUST LIKE CHIROPRACTIC ISN'T FOR EVERYONE.

MAY NEXT FRIDAY COME QUICKLY FOR YOU! :-)
2 years ago

Pam J said:

HUGS VAL...

BLESS YOU LADY. I NEED YOU TO EXPLAIN THAT TO DRS !!! LOL

HUGSSSSSSSSS
2 years ago

Marie-claire Gallet said:

DEAREST PAM,
I AM VERY SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT ALL THE PROBLEMS YOU ARE MEETING. FIRST PAIN AND THEN STRESS DUE TO YOUR DOCTOR WHO SUDDENTLY "DISAPPEARED" ! WELL, I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE OK WITH THE DR. BAUER.
WHEN I READ YOUR REPORT, I AM HAPPY TO HAVE AN ONCOLOGIST WHO TAKES GREAT CARE OF ME. EVEN IF I AM FAR FROM THE CLINIC, WE CAN KEEP IN TOUCH IN CASE OF ANY PROBLEMS.
WE HAVE TO KEEP STRONG, MY FRIEND AND HAVE GREAT INCENTIVE, THIS IS SO MUCH IMPORTANT !!! YOU HAVE JAY, I HAVE MY HUBBY AND ALL OUR FRIENDS AND IP FRIENDS WHO ARE ENCOURAGING US. THIS IS A GREAT HELP.
HOPE TO RECEIVE GOOD NEWS FROM YOU SOON !!
LOVE AND HUGS
MARIE-CLAIRE
2 years ago

Pam J replied to Marie-claire Gallet:

BIG HUGS FOR YOU MARIE-CLAIR

I ILL POST AN UPDATE LATER TONIGHT. I SEE THE SPINE DR TODAY !

THSNKYOU FOR YOUR KIND WORDS AN I SEND YOU HEALING AND STRENGTH SWEET LADY

HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
2 years ago

neira-Dan said:

JE SUIS TRES CHOQUEE PAR CES NOUVELLES ; JE NE SAIS QUE DIRE
COMME JE SUIS DESOLEE DE LA DISPARITION DE TON NEUROLOGUE
J' ESPERE QUE TU VAS TRES VITE RETROUVER UN BON NEUROLOGUE, ET AVOIR ENFIN DES INFORMATIONS CORRECTES
COURAGE PAM
2 years ago